Movie Holiday

Sometimes my husband and I go several months without watching a movie in an actual movie theatre, but the last few weeks we have viewed five. That may be a record for us (even counting movies viewed at home.) Here are my quick reviews of two of them, both documentaries.

Free Solo. Documentary. What an incredible movie about an unbelievable man who has unaccomplished unimaginable goals. Alex Honnold became the first man to climb El Capitan, a 3000+ foot high sheer cliff in Yosemite Park, by himself without ropes. I arrived at the theatre thinking that the film would be just the climb; however, there is much more to the film than a climb. The documentary attempts to unlock the answer to the question of why Alex feels compelled to attempt this superhuman feat. It also examines his relationship to his family, girlfriend, and friends. All of them have misgivings about his feat, but all of them remain steadfastly supportive as he trains and plans. I left this movie exhausted emotionally and with sore leg muscles from unconsciously trying to help Alex make it to the top of the dome. Go to see this. You won’t be sorry.

Ocean of Grass. Documentary. This is a beautiful film about life on a Nebraska Sandhills cattle ranch, following a family through a year of calving, branding, feeding, and selling their herd. Even though I live in Nebraska, have travelled through the Sandhills, and have a son who has had cattle, this movie was an eye-opener about the hardships and dangers of people who choose this life. I feel so much admiration for these people and what can only be a calling. The photography shows people who are unfamiliar with Nebraska’s Sandhills, the only place in the world with this particular geographical formation, what they are missing. The widespread distribution of this film could lead to an uptick in the number of tourists in this mostly unpopulated place. For those of you who want to visit, remember, “Nebraska. It’s not for everyone.”

Tomorrow’s post: Mary Poppins Returns, The Man with the Gun, and Mule.

Ordinary Grace by William Kent Krueger

This is a book review written to be given to the Fortnightly Book Club

“It was a summer in which death, in visitation, assumed many forms. Accident. Nature. Suicide. Murder. You might think I remember that summer as tragic and I do but not completely so. ‘He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep pain, which cannot forget, falls drop by drop upon the heart, until, in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom through the awful grace of God.’” So says Frank Drum, the narrator of Ordinary Grace by William Kent Krueger, reflecting 40 years back to the summer he was 13. This reflection sets the scene for a novel that won the Edgar Award for best mystery novel, and yet it is so much more.

Yes, it is about the solving of a murder mystery, but, at the same time, it is a tale related in format, voice, tone, and mood to To Kill a Mockingbird, another novel told by an adult narrator looking back at events that occurred years earlier, shaping the narrator’s journey to the loss of innocence. Frank Drum, middle child of Ruth and Nathan Drum, lives in an idyllic town in rural 1961 Minnesota, where he spends his time playing baseball, riding his bike with his younger brother, and playing down by the river underneath the train trestle. He is happy with his Methodist minister father and musical mother and slightly in awe of his older sister who will be attending Julliard in the fall. But this safe cocoon of family and friends begins to unravel with the death of another young boy who is killed while he is on the train trestle by an oncoming train.

Krueger has populated New Bremen, Minnesota, with a memorable cast of characters: the Korean War vet who drinks too much and gets by doing handyman jobs; the blind, renowned musician and his deaf, autistic sister; the bullying sheriff’s deputy; the closeted, gay young man; the abused wife. All of these people are described by the author that creates vivid pictures for the reader.

Frank makes us see his mother Ruth, one of the central characters, as a gifted musician who “sang slowly and richly and delivered the heart of that great spiritual as if she was delivering heaven itself and her face was beautiful and full of peace. . . And when she finished the sound of the breeze through the doorway was like the sigh of angels well pleased.” In spite of this gift, she is not particularly satisfied with her life as a preacher’s wife and remains somewhat disappointed that her husband did not finish law school. Her marriage and emotional stability are severely tested by the events of this summer and its tragedies. Of her husband, Frank tells us, “People said he was a good preacher though not as fiery as some of his congregation would have liked. He spoke earnestly, never passionately. He was a man of ideas and he never tried with overpowering rhetoric or dramatics to muscle people into believing.” Frank’s father is better at ministering to the needs of his congregation than to the needs of his wife who does not share his unquestioning belief in God. Obviously, this is a source of conflict that is important in the second half of the novel.

In addition to Krueger’s characterization skills, he is also masterful at describing settings and establishing atmosphere. A Minnesota river valley is described in this way: “In summer the land along its banks is green with soy beans and cornstalks and field of rye that roll in the wind with the liquidity of an ocean. There are stands of old deciduous trees whose branches cup the nests of Forster’s terns and black terns and great blue herons and egrets and bald eagles and warblers and other birds so ordinary and profuse that they fill the air like dandelion fluff.” Frank recounts a summer storm: “I went to the window and saw that an electrical storm was sliding north of the valley . . . I could see quite well the silver bolts of lightning forged on the anvil of the great thunderhead . . .I . . . sat on the porch steps. A wind cooler than anything I’d felt in days breathed into my face and I watched the storm as I might have watched the approach and passing of a fierce and beautiful animal.” Because Krueger lives in Minnesota and appreciates nature, he perfectly captures the beauty of the place. This familiarity with Minnesota is illustrated even more in his Cork O’Connor series–but that’s a whole new book review.

As an English teacher, I read each novel and play I required of my students every year I assigned them. What I found was that each time I read the work, there was something I had missed or forgotten the previous times. That is what happened with my second reading of Ordinary Grace. This time what I noticed was the theme of the injuries caused by war. In 1961, the year in which the novel is set, the term PTSD had not been invented. However, many of the adult male characters are obviously suffering PTSD caused by their experiences in the Korean War. Nathan Drum, the minister and veteran himself who will not talk about his war experience, says about another man who physically abuses his wife and son, “He spent time in a North Korean POW camp. . . He still has nightmares. He drinks because he thinks it helps him deal with the nightmares. Every man handles in a different way the damage war did to him.” Another man, Emil Brandt, who is a gifted composer and pianist, was blinded in the war, says, “Sometimes I think that it wasn’t so much the war as what we took into the war. Whatever cracks were already there the war forced apart, and what we might otherwise have kept inside came spilling out.” In total, six of the male characters were changed by war and have to learn to cope with those changes.

I am not mentioning who dies by accident, nature, suicide and murder. To do so would ruin the unfolding of the plot for you the reader. Know that by the end of the novel, a family is saved by an ordinary grace. “We turn, three men bound by love, by history, by circumstance, and most certainly by the awful grace of God, and together walk a narrow lane where headstones press close all around, reminding me gently of Warren Redstone’s parting wisdom . . . The dead are never far from us. They’re in our hearts and on our minds and in the end all that separates us from them is single breath, one final puff of air.”

Natchez Burning Trilogy by Greg Iles

Natchez Burning, The Bone Tree, and Mississippi Blood

Reading these three novels requires an investment of time and emotion. Each novel is over 600 pages long–that’s the time part. The emotion part is the subject matter: the impact of prejudice on history and the present. Penn Cage, a recurring character in Iles’ novels, is the mayor of Natchez, Mississippi, a beautiful city which is home to some who haven’t moved beyond the 1950s in terms of their attitudes toward African-Americans. Cage is drawn into a conflict with the horrific Double Eagle group, who have spent decades terrorizing, raping, and murdering people in the Natchez area, when his father, Dr. Tom Cage, is accused of murdering his former nurse who was suffering from cancer. Instead of staying to answer the charges, Dr. Cage runs–and the mystery of why isn’t concluded until the end of the trilogy.

There are many memorable characters–Penn’s newspaper publisher love interest Caitlin; the FBI agent, John Kaiser, who breaks the rules as he attempts to solve multiple murders and instances of violence; Walt Garrity, the Texas Ranger who served with Dr. Cage in Korea and has kept the secret of what happened to them there; the corrupt head of the State Highway Patrol, Forrest Knox, who along with his fellow Double Eagles may have ties to the murders of JFK and Bobby Kennedy; and a cast of many others. None of these characters is painted as a stereotype: the good guys have faults that have led to private and public difficulties, while even the most evil ones are loyal to their family and friends.

The intensity of the reading of these novels is a result of the violence and brutality exhibited, both past and present, by whites who are convinced that blacks should have no voice or place in society. It is sometimes difficult to read about the cruel acts perpetrated by these white supremacists who didn’t feel the KKK went far enough. Because of their control of much of the legal system in Natchez, the Double Eagles feel that they will not be held accountable–until Cage Penn sets into motion the plot that ultimately leads to their demise.

Completing all three novels requires a commitment from the reader, but the journey to the end of the mystery is well-worth the effort. Greg Iles, who grew up in Natchez, has insight into the tensions that existed and still exist in the South. Even though I grew up watching news stories about the struggle for civil rights, this novel made that part of history more tangible and made me realize how deeply ingrained racism can be. These novels are a way to extend the experience you had while reading To Kill a Mockingbird. It’s the fight in Maycomb writ onto a larger page. Book clubs should read these in tandem with Harper Lee’s work–great discussions would ensue.Natchez Burning Trilogy by Greg Iles

Obama’s Becoming

After reading Michelle Obama’s memoir Becoming, I am going to add her to my list of women with whom I want to have lunch. She seems to be the embodiment of Maya Angelou’s poem “Phenomenal Woman.” Her book provides an insight into the process of becoming the most admired woman in the world in 2018. How did this African-American, lower middle-class girl from the Southside of Chicago arrive at the stage of not just one but two Democratic national conventions, wowing her listeners with optimism, hope, intelligence, and faith in her fellow Americans?

She divides the process into four parts: 1) her childhood, teenage, and college years; 2) her meeting, courtship, and marriage with Barack; 3) the political campaigns and life in the public eye; and 4) reflections about her experiences. One constant throughout her life was the support of her mother, who expected that Michelle would do her best and do what was right. Those parameters pushed Obama to succeed academically (although that wasn’t that difficult) and allowed her to make career changes when she realized that working in a law office was not for her.

One of the threads I liked the most was the personal view she provides of President Obama. She doesn’t put him on a pedestal; instead, she makes her more human when she talks about their disagreements, his love for his children, his tardiness, and his dirty socks. Her strength is revealed in her struggle to keep life for their two young daughters as normal as was possible during the public examination they were subjected to for most of their formative years. She speaks openly of the struggle of wanting it all–a rewarding career, children, a husband, and being in control of everything. It is interesting to see how she makes compromises on all of those fronts.

I was unaware of her efforts to shine a light on the importance of worldwide efforts to educate young women. While in the White House, she started several initiatives to expose students to opportunities that they might never have considered. One was a mentor program where girls were paired with her friends and White House staffers. The group met regularly at the White House where they talked informally about the struggles of being a young woman. I would like to know if that has been continued, and I would love to see interviews with some of the young women who were involved. How did this experience benefit them?

Readers who already admire Mrs. Obama will certainly enjoy the time spent learning more about her, but those who don’t like her may change their minds after finding out that she is much like all of us who struggle to find what our purpose is.

Introduction to Me

Adjectives that describe me: literate, optimistic, open, caring, friendly, talkative, opinionated, forthright. Teaching English was a perfect career choice, although being a doctor was my goal from the time I was in elementary school until I hit college biology and failed my first test. At any rate, after a minor rearrangement of direction, I found the place where I fit. I am passionate about the role of literacy in every person’s life and a firm believer that there is a book for every single person that will turn him or her into a lifelong reader. One of the biggest joys of teaching was having a student tell me, “Mrs. H, I couldn’t put this book down. What else can I read now?” The English department began calling those kinds of books “gateway drugs to reading.”

At any rate, there’s that part of my life and then there is this part of my life.

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Son, daughter-in-law, daughter, husband, me, and, in front, grandkids, and granddaughter’s boyfriend (missing is our son-in-law)

I am certain I will write about some of their comings and goings as time progresses. But, for now, just know that these are the most important people in my world.

I love to read, listen to podcasts, travel, and bake. I do not like to clean house, listen to Donald Trump, or do things where I might look like I don’t know what I am doing. That’s a fault because it has kept me from trying activities that would have been very beneficial. Maybe that’s where change needs to come into my life–I need to take some risks.

I am grateful for social media because I am able to follow the lives of some of those 3000+ students who entered my classroom either willingly or unwillingly. Their accomplishments elicit pride and amazement on my part. Whatever happens to me in the future, I will have doctors, lawyers, nurses, car repairmen, architects, ministers, teachers, insurance salespeople, IT gurus, accountants, pharmacists, home improvement specialists–they will all be there to take care of me.

Next blog: my book club.

A Promise to Myself

Deep breath. Begin.

“You’re always you, and that don’t change, and you’re always changing, and there’s nothing you can do about it.” 
― Neil Gaiman, The Graveyard Book

When I retired in May, 2017, after 38 years of teaching high school English, I told myself I would start a blog about books, travel, baking, movies–basically all of those things I was going to spend my time doing. But, let’s check the date for this first blog post. Yep, January 2, 2019. Not exactly accomplishing my goal in a timely manner. Take away the constraints of bells dividing my days into segments, telling me which students I would be with, when I could eat lunch, and when I could go to the bathroom, and I fell into my own sort of schedule–one that did not include any sort of writing except for posts on social media.

So, after years of telling students that they needed to write in order to truly understand the world around them, I have decided to take my own advice as I navigate the world and attempt to figure out the changes wrought by retirement and (dare I admit it) by ageing. If I some of you join me on the journey, I am delighted.